Anyway... I have been waiting and it feels like I have been watching my life from outside, from a window. Feels like my life is on pause. I guess I would enjoy a vacation while I am here, but you know when something is missing? Yep... It is...
Something missing or not, I am dealing. Everyday there is something to take care of, something to work on. Real work or not.
So I am occupying my time while I wait outside the window of my life to open.
Once a very wise person told me God would not give patience he would give tasks that would teach me patience. Not a better way of learning than now.